Have you ever thought, this is it
I may be leaving this earth?
Recently I thought it's possible
Is it my time?
I may be dying
Twice
And then a miracle happened each time
Was it real?
I believe it was
Middle of the Night
I had sinus issues for a week
Then I felt well
Until a few days later
In the middle of the night
I woke up and felt very strange
There was pressure on my chest
It was hard to breathe
I felt very 'out of it'
I felt cold
And had never felt this way before
This felt serious
And it felt like the issue was in my lungs
I tried to stay calm
Woke up my husband to be there for me
My dog snuggled up to me with healing licks
And I focused on deep breaths
The feeling was scary
After around 15 minutes
I felt a little better
Could breathe easier
Felt more like myself
(of course there was the possibility of going to the hospital had this issue lasted longer)
I then listened to a Joe Dispenza healing meditation
Once the 30 minute meditation was complete
I felt completely well
Two Weeks Later
We were on a trip to Chicago
I woke up that first morning
And felt the same scary issue
Except this time I felt dizzy, but not cold
Relax, breathe
My husband's presence was calming
After around 15 minutes I felt better
I started the Joe Dispenza healing meditation
Which worked last time
If you've ever listened to a Joe Dispenza meditation
You know that he talks, guides you through most of the meditation
After a few minutes
His voice sounded faint and far away
I could hear the music
But my soul was going somewhere else
And I saw in my mind
An American Indian Shaman
"He was breathtaking - wise, stoic, a bright light, long grey hair, shiny eyes, wrinkled gorgeous brown skin, incredible authentic ornate Indian attire"
He told me to chant
To beat lightly, rhythmically on my body with my hands
Anywhere that needed it
My chest, my head, my throat, my eyebrows
So I chanted, like I imagine the American Indians chanted to heal
And I beat lightly on my body
And when the Joe Dispenza meditation was finished
The shaman healing experience also ended
And my body
Was totally and completely healed
I asked the Indian Shaman his name
He told me to choose a name
And that I was all about humor, so it should be funny
Immediately I thought of "Otawatapatami"
And just saying it made me laugh out loud
Otawatapatami
An introduction to a healer guide
I believe we all have many guides And I felt honored that this Indian Shaman Healer appeared to me
There are times when I have doubts
Is this all real
The mediumship, this healing
And time after time there's evidential proof
I believe in miracles
And believe it's real
Another Two Weeks Later
Things keep happening every two weeks
Two in the spirit world meaning is:
"Balance, harmony, loving relationships, finding your life path. It's sent by your angels to remind you that you're not alone and that they're sending all the vibrational energy you need to thrive in this beautiful life. Trust in the universe."
Well, at 2am (2!)
I woke up
And saw the air conditioner control on the wall blinking
It blinks if the electricity is out for a few seconds or longer
Which happens often
But this was different
It was blinking erratically
And didn't stop
It crossed my mind that this must be a spirit
Wanting my attention
And I told the spirit "when I say your name, stop blinking"
I said a few names
The erratic blinking did not stop
Then I thought of Otawatapatami, my new Shaman Healer Guide
As soon as I said his name
The blinking flashed super quickly for 2 seconds
Then totally stopped!
The Next Day
I wondered why Otawatapatami wanted my attention
And asked him during my meditation
He said
"to help me learn healing - for me and for others"
And during this meditation
I started chanting again
And lightly rhythmically beating my body
For healing
Though this time
Otawatapatami's energy blended with mine
My voice was no longer my own
My voice became his voice
My movements his movements
I knew I was protected
I knew I was channeling Otawatapatami
That this was a new chapter he was offering
On my spiritual learning journey - channeling
Simply amazing and interesting
What's next?
I look forward to finding out
And that's the story
of Almost Dying, the Number Two, and a Shaman Guide
named Otawatapatami
Has Larleen been close to dying?
Here's her answer, and some thoughts on what it's like on the other side.
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xo Kathleen Naomi